Yesterday was my birthday... I didn't have a party, but that's only because I didn't want one, I think. But the reason why I didn't want one was because my two groups of friends don't really get along. Although, a lot of people were telling me to have a party, considering it's my sixteenth year, and I'll never get to turn sixteen again. But, really, I see no big deal. Age is just a number; a count of the years gone by. You're counting down to your death.

I went out with Dylan to Metro today. At first I met up with him and his sister, but then she left when we were headed for Crystal mall ( the racist girl; not that I care, though ). I bought a Japanese anthology called Faust, published by Del Rey. Which brought up the fact that FMA is published by Viz Media... wasn't it being published by Del Rey? o_o; I can't remember since it's been so long, but I was sure FMA was licensed by Del Rey... just like Tsubasa. Anyway, I'll go look it up later, when I have time. That reminds me, Tsubasa will be coming to its close soon! I don't want this journey to end! ;__;
I bought a t-shirt that I think is actually a short dress, a pair of purple short shorts, and a short-sleeved sweater. But the short sleeved sweater is too small, so I'll be going back tomorrow to exchange for a bigger size. I don't think it's a big deal, but I wish I didn't have to go through the extra hassle.

I found out today, from Dylan, that I'm supposed to take remedial math instead of completion. I failed math, so I know I'll have to go to summer school for it anyway... Oh well.
What I'm actually frustrated about is that I'll be taking two online summer school courses ( PE and Planning ), one real life course ( Math ), I'll be working for some company called Diamond Parking, and then in early August I'll be moving out to Lougheed. I feel so stressed because of all that's happening ( keypoint is that most of them last more than "a few weeks" ).
In fact, I feel kind of suicidal just thinking of all this stuff! It seems so tedious, hard, and unnecessary.

Something is up. Nothing is wrong, and nothing has been necessarily /wrong/ for a while now. It's strange. I mean, there have been a few things that have gone awry, but it's not like those aren't normal. Actually, you know what? I have no idea what I'm talking about now. I'm just rambling and wasting time again. Remember that post that I said was a filler? Well, consider this to be one of those.

Today I went on a hike with Sierra, Reece, Sierra's parents, sister, and her sister's native friends ( which I /really/ wanted to laugh at, but didn't [ oh, I'm so mean D: ] ).
Anyway, we went to this lake/pond/pool thingy and the water was FREEZING COLD. Fuck, it was so coooooold. BUT, before I left for Sierra's mom's place, I went to Travis' home, which was really strange, 'cause I had to call him before I went over, and I'm not used to calling people, let alone calling Travis!
I'm ashamed to admit it, but sometimes, talking to Travis on the phone doesn't clear away the great discomfort I get from being on it. Ashamed, oh so ashamed.

Um, I like potato salad? : /

Gahh! Facebook won't let me bulk upload! NO! Nooooo! This is horrible! ;__;

You know, it's a strange feeling to know you have upcoming summer school. I'm taking Planning 10 and PE 10 online, while Math is in real life ( and all the way at John Oliver, too. Sheesh! ). So, basically, I won't be able to really experience summer until the second week of August, but hopefully I'll make some new friends in school. Yeah, I really hope so.
On Wednesday, I sent Brenda the email to change my PEN. She told me she forwarded the email to the admin. Hopefully, everything will get fixed before it actually starts ( July 1st ). -sigh- I've always hated school, so this is how I make up for it.
It looks so easy to just not go or do anything during the summer -- like, to really enjoy it -- but I know I can't, because that'd be just a waste of time and there's no one to pick up after me. Also, I don't want to fuck up my new year, so I'm going to try and do well ( although, most things I've said I'll do well in I haven't. Hopefully, this is the start of actually doing something ).

Last week I went to metro with my mum. I bought two new DS games, Knights in the Nightmare, and Elebits: The Adventures of Kai and Zero. The games are a lot of fun, but I think Knights is my favorite out of the two because I've been anticipating it a lot more than Elebits. I thought it would be so complicated, since you have to give orders to your units, you're timed, you have to drag and drop the weapon everytime you use it, all while dodging "bullets" ( which are actually just shapes that hurt the whisp ) coming from the monsters you're supposed to defeat. And there are different "phases", Law and Chaos; only certain weapons work in Law, and only certain weapons work in Chaos, so you have to switch to use them. You're only allowed four items to bring into battle, and there can be up to three units in play. A confusing little thing, it is, but fun as hell.

Monday was when I lost my R4 card. Ooh, I was so pissed. But there was a possibility of Travis having taken it, so I wasn't as pissed as I should've been. He checked his room yesterday, and today told me he doesn't have it. I'll believe him, but only because I bought another R4 yesterday from Craigslist for $30, one of the cheapest on there that came with the Kingston. I have 2G space on that thing.

SO FUCKING HAPPY I GOT AN R4 BACK. HELLLLLLLL YESSSSSSS~!

I've been downloading soooo many nds games and cheat files and sav files. I've also downloaded Sims Complete Edition torrent, and Medal of Honor: Allied Assult from Demonoid. I'll download BitComet later and start the download ( but, ugh, I hate torrents. I hate how wide-spread they are D: ).

What browser do you use? My favorite was Opera, but then my computer started acting shitty, so I turned over a new leaf and started using Chrome. It's not bad, but I miss the toolbar o_o; That, and all my bookmarks ( which was NOT transfered on account of Opera not being one of the selections for bookmark transfer ). My computer runs a lot smoother now, though. So that's good.

Also, I've been thinking about restarting my Nintendogs, but I don't want to part ways with Lucky, my very first dog. He's a Yorkie ( my favorite ) and the one I'm most familiar with.
aldkfjas;ldkjfsdl;fkjsdsd I loooooove Lucky, and don't want to part with him ;__;
But, fuck, he's just a computer program! D:

Yesterday was Travis and I's one month anniversary♥ He took me out to eat at a restaurant called The Pear Tree Restaurant. It was classy, and completely foreign to me @__@; But I survived through it.. I even ate mushrooms! Still, it was a good day, good day.
We talked mostly about my plane, but besides that, there wasn't much :/ My dad called once, and I wasn't sure whether to answer it or not inside, but I did anyway. Oh well, manners went out the window at that point. Here's the link to the restaurant, incase you're curious.

The bill came to about $100. I felt so bad afterwards.

And I have mild resentment for being dubbed 'that chick.' Stupid Travis D:

There's something wrong with me, and it's not just the normal 'I'm weird, strange, and RANDOM' kind of thing, either.

I can't find fun in the things I used to. I can't write, can't draw, can't do anything besides drink milk, eat parfaits, listen to fucking Lady Gaga ( she's my depressing music person ), and sleep.

So you can tell there's something wrong when I'm listening to Lady Gaga. Remember that, and help get me out of this damn ditch.

Grad was last Tuesday. I went with Steve and Caid, along with the rest of Egan's family. Travis was sitting in the front row, and he looked so serious. It was so funny! So Steve and I acted really weird and silly to try to make Travis laugh. Of course, though, he held it in.
At one point, I had an earache. Ow.

After the ceremony, we all met outside the building, took pictures, and then the grads went to Pan Pacific to have their dinner and party. At around one in the morning, I got a call from Brett asking if anyone had come by to pick me up yet. This was when I got excited and got dressed. After an argument and some excessive begging with my dad, I was able to go to their grad night party.

It was hilarious, and so much fun. Brett was absolutely wasted, and so was Leroy.

Leroy: Victoria? Come here, let's have sex. Get away Travis. I hate men. I hate men! Victoria, let's have sex.

and

Me: Hi, Brett!
Brett: Let's have sex.
Me: Do you even know who I am?
Brett: No... but could you give me a bj?

Ahh, memories. And also, I had some leftovers of Geo Daddy's beer ( it was Heineken ). I like it, sort of. It was a mix of grape medicine and Buckleys, except with a horrid aftertaste. Geo Daddy said I'd get used to it. And someday, I know I will. But still, it was strange to consume it :/

Can't wait until my grad.